I wish I could see you. I wish I could hold your hand and know your going to be there forever. I wish we could have an actual conversation because when I talk to you I don’t know if you can hear me, if your listening? I think about you all the time, I dream and I wish but in the end I gotta face reality. The fact that your not here, you never will be. I look at a picture of you and burst into tears. I wish we got to grow up together like we should have done. Why did god take you away from me? You were all Id ever wanted, all I ever want. Where ever you are I hope your looking down on me or w/e and thinking wow I am so proud of her. I love you, I really do. I wonder what you would of been like. Would we of argued all the time or been best friends and stood by each other? I hope there is such a thing as heaven, I believe in it I just hope my beliefs are true, & when I die we will reunite. I hope you remember me, I remember you. I know that your never going to read this. I don’t think dead people can use computers but maybe you have a way of reading this, a little part inside me wishes you could. I wish I could see you one more time and say goodbye because I never really got to. Oh & Happy Birthday.